who the hell am i?

2010-11-01T23:48:00.000+08:00

i promise to wait u one year frm 23 oct 2010 to 23 oct 2011..

a brand new start for the blog..

2010-11-01T23:18:00.002+08:00

since 23 oct 2010 u dumped me..
den i'm alone to go thru 27 oct 2010 myself
tat our six mths but after all to u is nth le..
u wont care or bother or etc..
i alr noe after u came back frm HK, u change le..
u are cold to me.. haiz..
maybe tis wat i have to go thru in life coz
tis is hw i treat ppl in the past so now my turn le..
i really still love and miss you badly..
but after all u wont..
now u alr found ur love one so i only "zhu fu ni"..
((yao bi wo xin fu oh~~))

190809

2009-08-19T00:36:00.002+08:00

-190809-

got tgt wit her on

020709

go thru lots of things,

happy or not

but at time i juz left wit a shell..

coz i am scared..

and i dunno wat to do..

but too hide myself

and my feeling..

haiz..

why like tat ??

i feel like crying

but

cant cry...

very stress nw..

i really don mean to

change ur life style till

u no frenz nw..

I'M SORRY!!

i nv stand in ur shoe

to think for u..

i nv understand wat u

think and wat u wanna..

i nv wanna to mess ur life de..

sorry!!

i no mood le..

stop here..

010509-180509

2009-05-18T18:53:00.002+08:00

010509 to 180509

wu..wu..

me nowaday do the same things..

work den go hm..

usual..

boring life..

140509

to doreen

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

hee..

thanks for the dinner..

hope u like the gift we gave u..

wish u all the best..

ok le..

me not feeling well..

stop here le..

me go pom pom le..

030409-300409

2009-05-18T18:44:00.002+08:00

030409 to 300409

i dunno wat happened le..

010409

2009-04-03T02:55:00.003+08:00

*010409 & 020409

*010409

APRIL FOOL

got fool by ppl )):

*020409

LOST my fone))':

LG KF510

bye bye!

haiz..

den the person pick up my fone de

still fool me but in the end oso nv take back)):

everything gone)):

010309 to 310309

2009-04-03T02:06:00.002+08:00

010309 to 310309..

*010309 to 120309

*060309

to: jimmy

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

*120309

went clubbing at ZOUK..

count down to my birthday((:

but my present frm my dad was

lock outside my hse door)):

^sercetlover^gave a levi t-shirt((:

my ex gf gave me a green pillow..

someone gave me flower(hee..)

but now die le..

my JY darlings gave me a watch..

-next time den i post the picz..

*130309

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

TO MYSELF

one year older..

nineteen le((:

*140309 to 240309

-the rest go work lor)):

sian..

*150309

to: laopo(siew lian)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

*220309

tgt wit ^sercetlover^

*250309 to 300309

*250309

at nite go take bus to genting le..

*260309 to 280309

at genting((:

*290309 & 300309

one day rest den one day work((:

*310309

i come PMS)):

very pain sia..

so took half day den go home

010209 to 280209

2009-04-03T01:56:00.002+08:00

010209 to 280209..

*010209

to: valerie

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

*020209 to 170209

dunno wat i have done((:

*180209 to 200209

went genting((:

happy but come back sick)):

*210209 to 280209

go work as usual..

*260209(happy one mth)

010109 to 310109

2009-01-30T05:13:00.001+08:00

010109 to 310109..

*010109

NEW START OF THE YEAR..

work lor..

10am to 6pm..

den rest at home..

*020109

off day

do housework..

*030109

work lor..

10am to 7pm..

*040109

off day

pack my room

*050109 to 070109

as usual work lor..

*080109

last off day for the week..

when my 1st uncle (dad's side)'s place

coz my ah ma ask my sis to cut hair for her..
den after we jurong point to shop

both of us spent $500plus..

bought lots of thing home..

*090109 to 240109

two weeks no off day..

have to work till CNY eve..

*250109(CNY eve)

work to 4pm..

reunion dinner at

my 1st uncle (dad's side)'s place..

*260109(CNY1)

same go to my1st uncle's place..

eat lunch den go to grandma's place..

meet someone special..

*270109(CNY2)

go grandma's place to eat steamboat lunch..

den go "my love one's" hse

den eat steamboat for dinner at there..

*280109 & 290109

go work as usual..

11am to 8pm(280109)

took time off 2hrs

11am to 6pm(290109)

*300109

*310109

go work as usual..
10am to 7pm..

-end of the month le-

take pay le((:

021208 to 300108..

2009-01-29T05:21:00.000+08:00

021208 to 311208..

The reason why i didn't blog for so long;
I've been busy working and working and working.
so tired.. )):

juz work non-stop..

(021208 to 171208)

*181208

my off day(: when to bugis wit sis

to redeem my point frm M1 shop..

i redeem two $18 dollars top up card

for my mum..

den when sasa while waiting for mei qin..

after when to ATM to redraw money

to go malaysia..

so we when to take bus

custom(do you spelled it that way?)

den waited for my sis's bf

for 45mins to 1hr plus ba..

we darm hungry sia..

so when we reach malaysia first..

we go change money..

den we headed to secret repice..

the foods was nice..

den my sis wanted iron her hair

so we when seach for salon at

city square..

den my sis and her bf go salon,

den me and mei qin go shop for awhile

den mei qin want to smoke so

accompany her..

den abt 1hr later my sis is done..

den when to the cinema to

buy tickets to watch "YES man"..

the show start at 5plus ba..

so we still have time to shop for

clothes for new year..

mei qin and my sis bought lots

of things but i juz bought bra only..

haiz..

tat day not my day..

we shop till 5pm ba den we

fast rush to the cinema..

we are late for the show but we still

buy popcorn and drinks..

den we fast go in, the show

alr start..

the show was not bad..

den after tat we when to buy ice cream

4 of us share one big cup,

got 2 flavour dark chocolate and mango..

den we headed to road stalls for dinner..

not nice de..

the foods sucks..

is abt 11pm ba..

we have to go le..

den shopping mall was close so

we have cross the road to

take bus back to custom..

have to walk so far..

den we manage to take

last train..

haiz..

den by the time we reach hm

was midnite le..

wat a tired day..

*191208

take off

continue to work((:

(201208 to 311208)

((:

2008-12-03T00:51:00.004+08:00

260908 to 011208..

The reason why i didn't blog for months;

I've been busy working and working and working.

so tired.. )):

dunno wat have i done for the days..

(260909 to 071108)

haiz..

happy, sad..

everything come together..

why?

*eileen's treat..

-eileen treat us eat pizza hut..

so nice..

yummy!((: (081108)

*helen's treat..

-helen treat us eat kfc before leaving..

yummy!((: (141108)

*helen resignation le..(151108)

:'(

-brought her a small guess bag to

put her make up sets..

(share wit three person ba..)

=when to club at st james powerhouse

coz jill's bday..

den noe some new frens..(151108)

*jill's bday (161108)

GER, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

-hope u pass ur 'O' level wit flying colours..

OK?!

*christine's

my ex's da sao bday..(181108)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

((:

-brought christine a dior addict 2 perfume

wit lotion and a small big..

(share wit six person ba..)

*191108 to 021208

-working, working, working only..

*021108

sick..

den EMO..

letting her go soon..

:'(

SORRY!! :(

is all my fault..

really SORRY..

*031208

4:13am

chatting to joan on fone..

she is darn nagging..

tired le..

going to slp soon..

((:

good nitez..

bye bye!

2008-09-25T23:28:00.004+08:00

210908 - 250908

as usual go work
den go home...

210908(SUN)
10am-7pm
*injured

220908(MON)
12pm-9pm
*share a whole chicken..
tis is one part of it..

230908(TUE)
12pm-9pm

240908(WED)
11am-8pm
*wen kaki bukit for training
at 11am-4pm..
*try clothe...

250908(THU)
11am-8pm
*nv off..
*eat chocolate biscuits
and play wit them too..

260908(FRI)
*off day

2008-09-25T22:27:00.006+08:00

200908

tat the nite...
juz start..
finish..
drunk...

"jiu gu.."
hee...
foods...
)):
happy time...
yummy...
morning...
blahz.. :p
miss bell bell...
muackz...
after pom pom...
zZZZzzz....

2008-09-19T23:19:00.011+08:00

190908

super fat..

so fat..

fat sia...

put mask....

2008-09-19T23:19:00.007+08:00

190908

put mask....

2008-09-19T23:00:00.000+08:00

170908

a video of us..

2008-09-18T16:32:00.001+08:00

*130908 to 160809..*

dunno wat hav i done..

i think same ba..

go wrk den go hm ba..

tat all..

mood string..

2008-09-18T15:33:00.008+08:00

*120908*

went zouk after chinese gardan..

customer bought dounts for us..

tis mine..

den after doing two massage,
i was so hungry

den helen cooked maggie mee

for me.. can see rite?! haha..

den off wrk at den go hm rest..

tired :((

2008-09-18T01:09:00.000+08:00

110809

my new collection...

tired..

2008-09-17T01:11:00.004+08:00

*010908 to 100908*
den wat i had done...

" 110908 "

went to

Chinese Garden..

ocean came to my hse..
met owen at there wit his mum..
my fav colour..
both of them..
jie's pic one..
jie's pic two..
me
nice?
same de..
can see?
jie's pic three..
jie's pic four..
jie's pic five..
frog..
xiao bai..
jie asked me to take de..
two for ten dollars de

but

uncle said giv me discount

two for eight dollars..

tis for my jie..

sweet rite?

smiles((:

hugs!!!

poke it..

jie pull xiao bai leg..
haha..

============================
tat for the days..

2008-09-01T01:09:00.002+08:00

310808

as normal..
nth much for the day..
juz go wrk den meet sis den go hm..

tired le..
i wanna to go orh orh le...

pic...

2008-09-01T00:43:00.004+08:00

290808

sam & me...

jill & me..

jill, me & vane...

__________________________________
300808

the milk tea i buy de..
*MT(1.5)
food..'yummy'

moodless day

2008-08-31T02:47:00.001+08:00

300808

*NO MOOD!!!*

i will update tml..
to say wat happened..
Haiz..

:'((

tired..

2008-08-30T02:01:00.004+08:00

230808 to 290808..
PMS...

260808
MC - nt feeling well..
den rest at hm..
*MB(11.1)

270808
ON LEAVE - my GF bday so celebrate for her..
give her a ice cream bday cake wit a chocolate and treat her eat steamboat..
*CF(7.5)+BC(50)+C(1.5)+BF(0.64)+SB(69.91)=T(129.55)

280808
OFF DAY - when vivo to spy my sis den when to walk ard..
den when to buy ice cream at sushi tei..
den when to timezone to play games..
*TZ(10)+IC(3)+FD(5.6)+LM(11.4)=T(30)

290808

took half day den when out wit stc darlings today..
sam and van came to fetch me off wrk den meet up with the rest at cine!!
den we when to walk ard and watched 4bia..
tis not bad..
so muz watch..
ok la...
damn tired le so going to post more tml...
*FD(9.8)+MT(10)+LM(0.5)=T(20.3)

TO:Sam..

**SAM ar!!! 加油!!! All the BEST to U!!!**

haiz..

2008-08-22T01:40:00.000+08:00

220808

haiz..

NO MOOD TO

WRITE...

sweet time

2008-08-22T01:23:00.003+08:00

SWEET TIME

190808
-Helen Treat ME de..-

mit fren

2008-08-22T01:20:00.002+08:00

FRIENDS TIME

hungry day

2008-08-13T02:24:00.003+08:00

120808.

haiz..
so busy today..

sian sia..
no time to eat..

wat did i do today?
-1100am start work den did slimming($4.50)
-0130pm den did facial(dunno)
-0230pm den did C.facial & [FBM+FBS]($16.00)
-0500pm den N.facial($3.00)
-0700pm den did C.facial($7.00)
-0900pm den time to off work..

darn hungry, tired & back pain wor...
haiz..

very late le!
gt go orh orh le..
nitez ben ben..

lazy pig

2008-08-13T02:19:00.003+08:00

110808-

nv go work on MC..
haiz..

den went out for a movie "the mummy"..
the movie still ok lor..

haha..
den had dinner i went home le..

*boring day sia..
haiz..

:( sian..

time to slp110808

2008-08-11T01:39:00.003+08:00

110808

today is our 1year 3mths le..

but like normal day to me..

haiz..

will we be happy?!

who noe..

time to slp le..

juz bell bell..

new start for my blog..

2008-08-11T00:59:00.004+08:00

haiz..
more than half a year, i nv blog le..
so is a new start for my to blog...

haiz..
time really past very fast...
happy or not happy oso past so now we hav to look forward...

haiz...
running away frm my gf...
:( no feel for her le..
find her very "fan"...
call non-stop..
den we can quarrel everytime when we tok ..
so i tink after her bday den we will be "THE END"..

haiz..
now i will juz "nui li jia you" work de..
earn more to go holiday..
yeah..

so long nv write so i very nagging..
*i promise someone i will blog everyday frm now..
so frm nw u will my update..
hee.. :P

happy go lucky ba..
tml will be a better day..

JIA YOU CHERYL!!!
yeah! ((:

-i will stop here for the day...

life changed...

2007-04-17T00:25:00.000+08:00

i used to wrk at seoul garden

but nw i wrk at jean yip[beauty]...

so stress...

is a half study and half wrking

course...

haiz...

now i gt a NEW gf..

she nt bad lor..

treat my good lor..

but dunno why sometime i felt EMPTY..

i really donno ...

we can be long tgt anot...

is a problem..

2006-11-23T23:33:00.000+08:00

mei qin, my sis and me made de...

i made de...

is CHERYL wor..

mei qin made de...

mei qin made oso...

i made de...

nice ma?

made by de three of us..

made by my sis...

smile always wor...

((:

hehe...

me and mei qin

play tic tac toc..

hehe...

tat my day for

thursday..

disappear le...

^ai ni de ren^

_cHeryL LeE_

2006-11-22T23:32:00.000+08:00

^my injured pic..^

disappear le...

^ai ni de ren^

_cHeryL LeE_

2006-11-22T23:18:00.000+08:00

i gt injured....

nt my fault..

chris la..

she nv put the thing

properly...

den ta bo...

i go save the thing frm

falling den

my oso ta po..

tat hw i injured...

haiz...

nw my arm still

RED and PAIN...

haiz...

hope it will be

better ba...

disappear le...

^ai ni de ren^

_cHeryL LeE_

2006-11-18T13:30:00.000+08:00

WE RESTART!!!

=18 november 2006=

#so SORRY its ALL my FaUlt!!!

PS: PlEASE FORGIVE ME!!!

LET

OVERCOME

EVERYTHING

TOGETHER,

OKAY?

disappear le...

^ai ni de lao po^

_cHeryL LeE_

2006-11-17T23:48:00.000+08:00

ended everythings

between US...

haiz..

*started*

05.10.2006

and

*ended*

17.11.2006

SORRY!!!

IT'S ALL MY FAULT!!

YOU TAKE CARE

OF YOURSELF

WOR...

tc<.3

disappear le...

^ai ni de ren^

_cHeryL LeE_

2006-11-17T03:59:00.000+08:00

haiz...

me too careless...

working tat time

hurt until my finger...

bleed

:'(

pain pain...

haiz...

nv meet him

for few days le...

really miss him lots...

wat to do??

both got to work

and hardly meet...

okay la...

stop here le...

disappear le...

^ai ni de ren^

_cHeryL LeE_

2006-11-15T23:32:00.000+08:00

14 november 2006

haiz...

met him
but
he don seem
HAPPY...

try my best to make
him smile...

finally...
he smile...

((:

i asked he

"why u look so unhappy??"

he said

i too tired le...

haiz...

never mind...

i understand de...

okay la...

i stop here le...

disappear le...

^ai ni de ren^

_cHeryL LeE_

2006-11-15T23:11:00.000+08:00

haiz...

so long didn't update le...

coz working le...

tired sia...

but muz JIA YOU...

hehe...

PS: If anyone going to

SEOUL GARDEN

eat den go bugis de...

coz i am working there...

haha...

hope to see ya...

disappear le...

^ai ni de ren^

_cHeryL LeE_

2006-11-06T00:55:00.000+08:00

HAPPY

1th

MONTH

dear dear,

"GOMENASAI"

[[SORRY]]

i am late again...

"DUI BU QI"

haiz...

i always think too much le...

disappear le...

^ai ni de lao po^

_cHeryL LeE_

2006-10-29T01:42:00.001+08:00

28 octcber 2006

today meet lao gong

but i am late...

haiz...

he waited for me..

*sorry!!

he brought me a POCKY...

so sweet of him..

*thx!!

den we headed to

tiong to find

my jie and her bf...

we share food together...

heez..

den we eat finish le...

den we walk toward to

hm...

den we sit down for awhile

to chit chat...

den papa called

so have to go hm le...

okay la....

stop here le...

disappear le...

^ai ni de lao po^

_cHeryL LeE_

2006-10-28T21:05:00.000+08:00

8*- drOpLets of bLooD

frOm

cHerstER's HEART -*8

-make myself disappear

then

everyone will be

HAPPY !!!

-everyone will be

CELEBRATE!!

-no one will

CRY or be SAD

for ME de...

disappear le...

^ai ni de ren^

_cHeryL LeE_

2006-10-28T15:41:00.000+08:00

on 27 october 2006

okay today!

wanted to meet

yvette and siew lian at 8.45am...

both of them reach

but

i still on way so ask them to go

ahead...

later!!

hahaa...

saw them all sitting there...

went to school dentist!!

AHAHAH...
pain pain lor...

HAIz...

have to go back on
10 nov 2006
in the morning
10.40 am...

HaiZ...

U noe WHY??

coz i have "3" MISSING TOOTH
and
nw have go for X ray...

i told my frenz abt it
den
THEY ALL LAUGH...

ARGH...

but NVM la...

wait for them come out..

was kind of long!

coz the dentist were traniee from NYP!!

[heard frm yvette..]

hahaha..

anyway after that took train to orchard!!

lian, yvette, jill, sam, yvonne and i went to orchard!!

lao po[lian]

wanted to go heeren so went there!!

den i saw a GREEN bull
so i took a photo wit it...

hahaha...

after that sam and yvette

went for their braces dentist appointment..

took a train to vivo to see van at hagen daz!!

hahaha...

ask van to take sample ice cream...

ate sample ice cream...

den

went to play with the water at vivo!!

nearly lost my slipper..

AHAHAH...

thx to yvette!!

make me so wet..

took lots of effort to find back my slipper...

ARGH...

den i force yvette to treat ME

eat sushi...

hahahaha...

den

jil, yvette and i

went take cab to cresent...

den

i headed to lao gong's hse...

brought him some sushi...

den

to be continue..

for ME to noe

and

for u to find out..

disappear le...

^ai ni de ren^

_cHeryL LeE_

2006-10-27T01:23:00.000+08:00

my sha gua...

I WANNA TO WATCH MOVIE WIT "YOU"!!!

WHEN CAN WE GO WATCH MOVIE TOGETHER???

YOU "BUSY" !!

haiz...

disappear le...

^ai ni de lao po^

_cHeryL LeE_

2006-10-26T21:50:00.000+08:00

haizz...

ME today very sian!!!

me whole day at hm..

haizz...

*ME HAO PU!!!*

wat to do??

my LAO GONG & my JIE la...

Xin hao pu lao gong

BU YAO WO...

my jie le

she go out den papa gt

AK SI SHI QI

[scolding] frm my mami

den

he angry and worry for

my JIE...

den called her oso no answer...

wat can i do??

ME nw HEAD PAIN ar ...

HOW??

HELP ar!!!

haiz...

LET it be ba...

disappear le...

^ai ni de ren^

_aH LinG_

2006-10-24T03:45:00.000+08:00

ON 5th OCTOBER 2006...

i am TOGETHER wit HIM...

ME & HIM...

LOVELY ma???

*frm tat day till nw is 23days le...

2006-10-23T18:45:00.000+08:00

2006-10-23T18:37:00.000+08:00

One of my fren in 3R sent ME...

Hello! (:

I know you only this year.

I don't remember how

I know you but you have been a great friend that

I can share all my troubles with.

In some how or another,

you're the only friend I have in 4R.

Thou I don't like your class,

but I think everyone in your class has

there good and bad points.

I hope you'll remember the times you

and your clique spend together.

I hope you'll remember

the times you spent in school.

The school bell,

the scolding you all had as a class,

the nagging you all got from the teachers.

I hope when you go out and

pursue your dreams,

you'll remember your friends

that help you along these four years.

I'll be there to lend a listening ear to you,

if you have anything to tell me.

I know you're having your N levels now,

I hope have studied hard for it.

I hope you'll do well in order

to get to the course you wanted. (:

I'll be there when you need help.

frm: GINA

PS: Just wanna to THANK YOU!!

tc<.3

2006-10-23T14:50:00.000+08:00

22 october 2006

LAO GONG's BIRTHDAY

YVETTE's BIRTHDAY!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

BOTH OF YOU!!

*hey lao gong

HOPE YOUR WISH COME TRUE!!!

love you lots!!!

disappear le...

^ai ni de lao po^

_cHeryL LeE_

*hey buddy

HOPE EVERYTHING IS FINE YOUR LIFE!!!

"SORRY"

nv celebrate bday u...

hope u will forgive Me...

tc<.3

disappear le...

^ai ni de buddy^

_cHeryL LeE_

2006-10-22T00:46:00.000+08:00

21 october 2006

AH MA's BIRTHDAY!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

^cut cake lor...

** PRESENT TIME **

had dinnier together as a family...

we are so enjoy...

it was a wonderful time...

HOPE TO HAVE MORE TIME TOGETHER!!!

disappear le...

^ai ni de "sun"^

_aH LinG_

2006-10-21T14:23:00.000+08:00

20 october 2006

VANESSA's BIRTHDAY!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

hey buddy

HOPE YOUR DREAM COME TRUE!!

"SORRY"

nv celebrate ur bday wit u...

but ur present...

i give u when i see u...

okay?

disappear le...

^ai ni de buddy^

_cHeryL LeE_

2006-10-20T14:12:00.000+08:00

19 octcber 2006

HENRY's BIRTHDAY!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

didi

HOPE WISH COME TRUE WOR!!!

ni yao xing fu worr!!

disappear le...

^ai ni de jie^

_cHeryL LeE_

2006-09-16T18:48:00.000+08:00

*PHOTOs!!*

2006-09-16T18:34:00.001+08:00

^LOV3^

Love can be a many splendored thing

Can't deny the joy it brings

A dozen roses, diamond rings

Dreams for sale and fairy tales

It'll make you hear a symphony

And you just want the world to see

But like a drug that makes you blind,

It'll fool ya every time

The trouble with love is

It can tear you up inside

Make your heart believe a lie

It's stronger than your pride

The trouble with love is

It doesn't care how fast you fall

And you can't refuse the call

See, you got no say at all

Now I was once a fool, it's true

I played the game by all the rules

But now my world's a deeper blue

I'm sadder, but I'm wiser too

I swore I'd never love again

I swore my heart would never mend

Said love wasn't worth the pain

But then I hear it call my name

(The trouble with)

The trouble with love is

It can tear you up inside

Make your heart believe a lie

It's stronger than your pride

The trouble with love is

It doesn't care how fast you fall

And you can't refuse the call

See, you got no say at all

Every time I turn around

I think I'

2006-09-16T18:31:00.000+08:00

deSTiNy & ChERisH..

De$tiNy...
DenTiNY i$ nT a matTeR oF chANcE...
it iS nT A tHiNg 2 bE waTiNG fOR...
It iS a maTTer Of chOiCE...
iT iS Nt a ThiNG 2 b3 acHiEveD...
cHeRisH t0daY...
taKE eAcH dAy aS iT cUMs..
liFe is stREs$ fuL eNuFf...
dO nOt lOoK baCk & GriEVe oVeR tHE paSt...
thERe's nTH mUcH U caN dO aBt iT...
DO noT wORri aBT tHE fUtuRE...
4 iT hAS Y3t 2 cuM...
aS loNG As iT Is cAlLeD TOdAY...
cHeriSH iT!!!
LiVe ti$ DaY aS iF iT waS uR lASt...
N u wiLL finD eaCH dAy woRTh LiVin 4...

2006-09-16T18:27:00.000+08:00

i am crying non-stop...
i hav no where to hide myself...
i feel like cutting myself into million of pieces...
tear run out of my eyes...
hunreds of needles poking through my heart...
drowning myself in the sea water...
my body filled with cuts from razor blades...
i have beautiful cut, cut, cut over mi...
my eyes start to turn black in many shades...
i cut my eyelids to keep them shut...
i am covered with bloody diamonds...
every cut from the razor blades releases my pain...
my cuts stacked in shapes of pyramids...
every single cut i do fills the void from my dagger...
the razor blades are the only ones that understand...
they sooth my pain strike, after strike, after strike...
severing my flesh from my limp body strand for strand...
these frantic cuts are what my body has become to like...
blood floating over me....

2006-09-16T18:22:00.000+08:00

TIS a sonG...
behind these hazel eyes - kelly clarkson

Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

2006-09-16T18:07:00.000+08:00

[[[nT haPpY wiV mYseLF!!]]]

WhY LkE TaT!!!

WhY!!!! WHy!!!!

AgRhHhh!! AgRhHH!!

♀♂$oB SOb !!!♀♂

2006-09-16T17:47:00.000+08:00

[[coNfUse]]

*reaLi conFUse!!!

*wAt 2 DO??

HaiZz..

='(

*{{CrY cRy}}

"s0B $ob"

*==aHAhaHAhaHAhaH!!!==

[[-(oO)-]]
*H E L P!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*S0RRY 2 aLL oF y0U!!

*___SoRrY___*

*=[IF i cOuLd i jUz

WI$H 2 sAy S0rrY !!]=

*---sUmTiMe$ LOVE huRtS,

BuT iF it doESn'T HUrt,

THen iT i$n'T TRU3 LoVE---

*+Luv sUmoNe i$ vERi HaRD +

*""LiV3 iT!!-_-LoVe It!!""

*^^yoU tAkE or YOu lEaV3 iT!!

s0 WaT wiLL yOu Do??^^

*<<<WAt 2 Do????>>>*

2006-09-15T17:28:00.000+08:00

CONFUSE AND STRESS!!!!

someone HELP me...

2006-09-13T19:10:00.000+08:00

A BRAND NEW ME LE!!!!!

Am i a DEVIL ???

maybe, i think...

WAT u all think about it??